Life

today was a day that i want to forget….yes, it was that bad. i lost something and i will never get it back. all that i have done and worked on, all my love and nothing to show for it. some people helped made it feel better. but God made it go away…once again on my journey God has floored me to the very depths of my spirit. its true..he takes the worst situation and turns it to a blessing. God is the best chess player in the world. amazing, ill follow him. to all those that this affects….i love you and God is soveign. dont lose hope, focus, or faith…thats the evil ones plan..dont let him win. this isnt good bye!!! i wrote a new song a week ago and it deals with this area. i guess it was prophecy….

Benidiction

every night under these lights
i pray for a smooth good bye
so underrated my sences invated
will you feel the same after tonight
God preserve this time dont let it pass me by
im afraid to blink
its so crutial this departure

my farewells never go well
so this time ill leave you with a mystery
completely is fiction
but its my benidiction
this is good bye to you

three simple letters, haunted forever the day that you told me this
thing have changed i never see your face i wonder if your still out there
you never could see how you felt about me you told me this every day for a year
now im left here laying in despare wonder if ill get our of here

so ill close my eyes and find the star
that tells me that im not very far
cause i know there is hope for me and my brain
theres no shame when i fall on my face
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again friends…..dont worrie
its completely in fiction
love you all
-code