beach boys.

April 28, 2008

 

 

This weekend I got the chance to head to the beach for the first time this year. I brought along some of the coolest guys i know. I never get to see these guys anymore. fun times. We did a little surfing, a little frisbee. an need-less to say, we didn’t get in any trouble.

-Codes

i have a problem with not knowing when to stop.

i think about stuff way to much.

i like alone time.

i get very lonely.

i dont take care of my body. not at all.

i beat my self up over a small detail.

i write songs as messages to loved ones, but usually, like the way i communicate regularly, it comes out wrong (and i just shouldn’t say anything.)

i feel so bad for people. i worry about everything. so much that i used to drug myself to sleep but now i use tea, incense, and old cartoons.

it’s amazing im alive still.

my name is cody. i was conceived in texas and my parents thought i should live with that.

im a brother, im a son, im a lover and im a fighter. im a friend. im a uncle, and im a sinner, im a writer, im a singer, im an artist, and im a saint. im a killer, and a liar, im a peace maker.

im missing teeth and piece of my heart, im dyslexic, and im intelligent, i have a non-curable disease, i have an anger problem, i have a pride problem (lack of).

I have all these idea. all these dreams.

all these doubts and a lot of insecurities.

i dont smoke weed. i dont believe animals have feelings. i believe animals know more than we do.

i dont lay in streets, and im not in a gang.

im a listener, im a chatter box.

i have been cleaned and made new…

 

if yo want to love me please do. 

code

 

4.13.08

April 13, 2008

hello Blogger

some news for you

June 9th and 10th i will be in lovely Wilmington, NC for two acoustic sets. Monday at the Juggling Gypsy and Tuesday night at Bella’s. I cant wait to meet people from Wilmington so if you live there or in Myrtle Beach or anywhere around there, come out and say hello.

I have a street team now. Yea I know a little crazy but im ready to do anything to make more friends!! all about friends (in looow places..) sorry. Join it today!! I’m going to post some of my newest writing on there as well as cool promotional stuff and also free downloads… but you have to be a friend. www.myspace.com/codyburbagestreetteam.

It was my wife’s birfday friday and she got this really sweet tattoo. Happy Birthday Brandi!

Also my family rescued two baby geese friday night. and there an endangered spices of geese-lings so.. yea pretty cool and they were running all over the house yesterday. 

so have a great Sunday after noon and know that i care about you.

-cb

Hello

April 6, 2008

Hey everybody. Its Sunday and im now recovering from my after church lunch and I’m so tired. That seems to always be the case on sundays and i think God did that on purpose.. to make us rest on the day we call the Sabbath. Any ways… I REALLY JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR LISTENING TO THE NEW SONG AND ALL THE NICE MESSAGES AND COMMENTS I GOT WERE SUCH A BLESSING!!! ALLL CAPS!

but i wanted to let you dudes know that this week I’m going to be posting another new song on MYSPACE but only for a limited time. Its called “ALL I EVER WANTED” and I’m very excited about this tune because it plugs into a song from my last project. I’ll let you figure out which one but it will only be up for a couple hours, so make sure you get a listen or two. stay posted to see what night it will be up. You should take a nap.

Love the world, because it hates you.

-Cody

 

Today i made a discovery. Last night while trying to fall asleep i was hanging out my window and had the most intimate conversation with God i have ever had. and I have decided that im done doing stuff for other people. Caring what others think, wondering if i’m cool enough… wondering if their happy while im in pain, im done. Don’t get me wrong i am still a servant to all and i still love all but im getting hurt by all these people that say they love me. from now on im going to do stuff that i want to do and write songs that im going to write. ahh i hate the way people treat people. why would you want to be like that?

I wrote a new song… give it a listen and please tell me what you think..

myspace.com/codyburbage

i love you

-cb