reflection
when i get in arguments with people, which doesn’t happen often, but when it does, i always evaluate myself. Probably out of worry that I am the one at fault. but anyway my post-argument evaluations often go further than who’s fault it is and who did what wrong. I start wondering about the plan. God’s big plan and how its going to pan out. I look around and i feel so temporary. everything from the material things i have, to relationship, to occupations. I feel as if everything could be hugely different next month.
I never allow myself to get to settled because i don’t want to be to happy with where I am because Im afraid i could lose it.
So i guess that its an optimistic mind set because things that I don’t like about my life… It could be all different tomorrow. but for the things that i’m blessed with, i could be missing out because I wont except the gift, all cause I was afraid to lose it.
This blog is i guess more of thinking out loud then a log for public view but maybe you will gain insight. Sorry if i just put you to sleep.
Today I spent a couple hours with Steve Brown. Steve is an amazing dude. One heck of a drummer amog other things but he is also a great studio engineer. He mixed and mastered a new full-band version of “Logic” for me today. Its for a ministry in Georgia called “Walk to the Cross.” They have asked me if they could put my song on a cd along with other great artist to promote the big festival that will be going on in October ‘09. Wow, that was a really bad run on sentence. Anyway I’m really excited about it and the song will be up on my myspace probably tomorrow night so make sure to check that out and let me know what you think.
hope your all well
love-C
myspace.com/codyburbage walktothecross.com
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